Merry Christmas

What's so merry bout hangovers man... but christmas day was pretty fun. thinking of having a new years party at my place simply just food andof course drinks with friends and family... sweet... beautiful day today... but the thought of coming back to camp screws everything up like fuck... pretty shitty... i think i really need to relieve stress... hand this man a tiger... i think i better go slow on the alcohol.... i just realise that most of my festive periods are spent downing alcohol... and there's not much that i can remember of these wonderful times....everythings like a blur... watched kung fu hustle yesterday...fucking funny...my new year resolution's to quit drinking and smoking..(yeah right!) you might as well cut off my balls... my new year's resolution's the same as every year... stay alive... Anyways..hahaha... i would like to thank and apologise to those people who i've caused any inconvenience to... you know who you are.. cos i can't remember much... as usual... but really.. thank you... it's damn boring in camp.. gonna watch the incredibles today... celine's got it on VCD... yeah... And oh yeah.. everyone say hi to my two new additions to my stinky bed... I FINALLY GOT NEW PILLOWS!!! but i'm not gonna throw away the old one's ... i still need the stench to sleep... so i hid them under my big cushion ... hahaha... big fluffy cotton pillows ROCK!!!! ... Did a pretty cool tattoo on christmas ... I posted it in the album already... go check it out k... ok up to the 5th level to collect the dirty bedsheets now... SIANZ... -_- ..... what to do... hiaz

Alright then

One hell of a weekend...ten gu was a bomb for the like fifteen minutes ..hahaha... oh yeah... poor rick didn't enjoy herself at rouge and i feel so bad... sorry dude ... i hope you enjoyed the ride on my bike though...yeah... for me.. rouge was " jam Power-Da-Ma" not a big fan of drum and bass or breaks... but woah.. joshua pulled it off... damn well if i should say so myself... crowd pleaser!!! "BUFFALO SOLDIER...."


Saturday... BATAM!!! made it there in one piece with a slight hangover... had horribly expensive bee hoon..( day-light robbery ) and wakeboarding was damn cool... got most of my tricks back but still the air rally still not there... getting closer though...


Sunday ... damn worn out.. no energy left in my incredibly sexy body
... dead tired..aching all over from all the crashes... can't move my neck man... anyways SHREK was damn funny... does anyone have shrek 2 on vcd... pls pls pls lend me... think i really gonna start cutting down on clubbing... make celine's b'day be the last time i blow all my money on alcohol... oh yeah... dunno if you'll ever read this but anyways.. happy 20 th b'day JUSTIN CHOUG YU WENG CHRISTOPHER...


Monday... back in camp... BORING... going to collect the dirty bedsheets now... SIANZ -_-... welcome to my life...

Chomp Chomp...

My god... sting ray , si ham , chicken wings , hokkien mee , two big jugs of sugar cane drink and a bottle of beer when i got home to top it all off...heavenly...*slurp*anyways... my asshole was burning this morning after the dump... spicy shit... but it was all worth it... hahaha... its another boring day in camp... same shit different day... think i'm turning alcoholic.... or am i already one... got damn high...erm...ok... pist drunk... on friday... drank from 10 in the morning at ubin and when i reached back to mainland singapore... it was more drinks at my mum's pub... then i went home to take a nap... i got a call ... then it was down to Ten Gu with rick and ser... sakae , beer , Hor fun... CONCUSS!!! poor celine had to carry my pist drunk ass home... she the sweetest la... anyways its tuesday... that means the day before ladies night.. that means two days before hangover thursday ... that means MAJOR HOLE IN MY WALLET... but then again.. i'm not complaining... Hahahahaha

SHHHHHIIIIIITTTT!!!!!!!!!!

My bloody tattoo machine cocked up... damn it... gotta go home and try to fix the bloody thing... but sting ray at newton was the bomb... the si ham was fantastic ... clubbing and getting pist drunk has been postponed to Friday... hahahaha... I feel incomplete without a bad hangover a week..chill

Wednesday...

My back is aching... i have a weak stomach... BUT I DON'T GIVE A FUCK!!! Its wednesday... and wednesday means the day before hangover-thursday...woo hoo... gonna push the limit... the most just fall sick only what..hahahaha ... PARTY PARTY PARTY... anyway ZOUKOUT=major letdown...boring..waste of money ... lucky i didn't have to pay a cent... sad sad for those who did ... tomorrow i swear i'm gonna shit blood and i won't be able to stand up right ... but what the hell...

Weight

These four walls block out the sound
I wanna contact the dead but even they are ignoring me
Beyond this door i'll never go
Looking over my shoulder constantly
Being alone in this room is my only option
Cos i know my legs will carry me nowhere
Even if i try, I know i won't go far
How long will i put up with the countless eyes that stare
I put my hand out the window to feel the rain
The sky is an expression of my soul
i can't take it , Its just too much pain
The weather like my heart , so dark... so cold
My neck is breaking , cos of the weight on my shoulders
My knees are giving way , i'm gonna fall
As i grow older , i get colder
Don't see the point to live at all
I hide my face in my hands and the tears begin to flow
How long can i hide the facts
Its like i'm dying so painfully ... so slow
This is a perfect example of how words attack
My heart is beating but i don't feel it
I breathe the air but i still feel like i'm suffocating
My ears are hearing things that i don't wanna hear
Right now... suicide is what i'm contemplating
I'm breaking down and i can't get a grip
There are only two words in my mind... " WHATEVER FOR?"
Guess its time i left this room
Out the window ... not the door