WOo HOo

My birthdays tomorrow... am actually more excited than i thought i'd be... was like panickie bout turning 20 and not being a teen anymore but i mean like ...what the hell.. can't do anything bout it right... tonight when the clock strikes twelve..i'll turn into a pumpkin...hahaah.. not quite... i'll be kissing my teenage years away...

Wakeboarding yesterday was damn fun... the weather was being a bloody bitch... blistering cold...hahhaa ..not exactly that cold ...but it was goose pimple-ing , nipple erecting kindda cold... but overall a rather productive day i should say... got my blind 180 back and picked up the courage to throw air rallies again ...but still cannot land..sad sad... but anyhow i had a hell lot of fun... but the down side... i hurt my back and i'm aching like all over balls... OUCH!!!

The start of the stock taking is this week.. everyone's like head over heels in work.. same goes for me.. it's like seldom i see my boss soo hardworking... hahahha... alright thats all for me... come celebrate my b'day with me at black k... whoever you are ok... laterz

HELP!!

could someone help me with the tag board thingy... wanna shift it to the side of my blog... HELP!!!! haahahhaha... anyways i've shifted it to the bottom instead of the top ... tag me... hahaha

Why...

Now the tears roll down , hear sound of my heart beating
I look around to see if life still has any meaning
No.. there isn't... there's nothing i would die for
Fragments of my broken heart lying on this dusty concrete floor
If i could turn back time , i wish i didn't get to know ya
When you gave me your number , i wish i didn't call ya
When you hugged me , i wish i pushed you away
When you kissed me , i should have turned away
Its stupid how i still feel so much for you , what for?
I gave you my heart , but you showed me the door.
You showed me how to hate , you showed me how painful love can be
What the fuck do you take me for ? Why did you have to fucking lie to me ?


It hurts so bad like a thousand knives in the chest
You gave me shit when i gave you the best
If i had a gun now , it'll be pointed straight at your head
Yeah it's true.. I wish you were dead
NO... wait... i'll make you swallow a grenade and your head'll explode
I'll slit your throat with a blunt knife...nice and slow
I'll tie your sorry ass up when you're asleep
And set your house on fire with you still in it
Or i could punch you in the mouth till all your teeth falls out
And shove all your teeth back down your throat so you can't shout
And you'll choke and i'll stand by and watch your face turn blue
Then i'll kick you in the face and spit on you
Then i'll cut you up and throw you in a pot
Boil you and feed you to the dogs
In other words ... i wish you could feel all this pain that i'm going through
But in the end , i know deep down , I know i'm too good for you


A girl like you ain't worth my time ,
My money , the gifts ... i'm taking back what's mine
The "i love you"s seem to be of no meaning to you
You're so full of yourself , so full of shit too
Ask me if you're fat now... this time i won't have to lie
If you sat on a horse , you'd engulf it with your behind
And it suffocates cos its head is stuck so far up your ass
The only to get it out is to give out some gas
Insults aside , here's three words from my heart" I HATE YOU "
FUCK you.. fuck everything that has got to do with you
You don't know what it's like to be hurt and brushed aside
Left there with no one , and all the tears i've cried
This phase will pass and when it does
I'll be much stronger ,i'll learn to love again , i'll learn to trust

It's almost here

Just another lazy monday in the office... anyway... 9 days more till my birthday... think i'll be going down to chinablack for drinks... damn cheap la , can't help it... anyone wanna join me... drinks on me... anyways i must try to get as much money as i can this week... i hope me mummy gonna give me more this year... guess its gonna be the same shit this year... drink drink dance dance drunk drunk faint faint hangover hangover... prepared to get thursday leave already.. please call me and let me know if you have any better ideas... feel like playing mahjong again... fucking hell.. been having mahjong marathons for the past few days... now got major insomnia... sad sad... thats bout it la... can't wait to get drunk... donations for the H.I.G.H ( Help Ian Get High ) Fund will be greatfully appreciated... lines are open now

Hahahaha... this is when i have a little too much too drink and i can't find a pair or boxers...  

And Then...NO AND THEN!!...And Then... NO AND THEN!!!

So...a bloody wasted weekend i've had..not "wasted" as in time wasted but pist drunk "wasted"... thanks to the free flow at Mad monks...now i'm becoming slightly allergic to Bourbon Coke... OK ... I'm broke now due to the constant drinking from tuesday till friday... Any RICH WOMEN out there looking for a companion...hahahah... and i have to wait till the next pay day ,which is like next month, before i can have any sort of fun... i'm screwed...I'm bored... think I'm gonna try to quit smoking...I mean i've tried like 40 over times so i guess there's no harm trying...AGAIN okok... people ... Ian Francis Low is free every weekday after 6.. so if you want your tattoo done.. just gimme a call k... and please provide me in advance with the design or an idea of the design you want so we don't have to waste time preparing for the tattoo... and to my new wife... i miss you too darling..hee hee...thats all for now...i'm damn tired ..had to stay in camp yesterday for duty... fucking hell... signing off...
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Yo Mama's so fat,that everytime she turns around...It's her birthday...
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The R@D|C@L MiSfit Strikes Again

Ok..fairly boring week... start of a more promising one though...honestly...i think for my next birthday ( which is in 23 days..but who's counting ) i'd like a walking stick...I'm getting too old for my age... I wanna be immature and i wanna get in trouble..all these seem to disappear with age and that's very very very ...and did i mention VERY..sad...
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****Yo Mama's so ugly... Her birth certificate was an apology letter from the Condom factory****
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To go ahead with it or not...that's the question that's kindda messing up my already confused mind... anyways ... i think i'm beginning to like wakeboarding again... yeah..must go Batam one of these days... My birthday is coming..the big 20 man..no more teenager...sad*wipes his tears*... I don't wanna grow up!!!...i really don't!!! But it's not that bad.. now older women will seem more appealing...MILF!! MILF!!
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****Yo Mama's so fat... people jog around her for exercise****
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I'm broke... as usual... still waiting for the bloody government to transfer my miserable salary over... been surviving on peanuts for the past few days man... but its approaching... should be today...but even though the dough is transfered over..not too happy occasion for me either...pay day means its pay bills day... don't think i wanna ride any more... its a fucking financial burden..really can't afford it balls...on top of that cigarettes and alcohol... handphone bills...SEE!!! Old already..only old people pay bills!!! AH!!!!!hahahaha....anyways on a lighter note... going to try to rekindle my relationship with clubbing today or tomorrow,haven't decided yet... if it doesn't work out... i'm jumping out of the NEW ASIA BAR window...i think i really need a tan... anyone want to follow me to the beach one of these days... i'm beginnig to look like tofu already...more like tao kua... some one past this poor mother fucker a drink...NOW!!!... whiskey coke please...
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****Yo Mama's so ugly... when she looks in the mirror... her reflection shakes its head...****
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*Will somebody...anybody...show me the way to the fountain of youth....

Oh My Fucking GOD!!!!

I'm getting old... i'm past my prime ...its my mid teen crisis... my teen years are about to end in a months time... ah!!! went clubbing ( Zouk ) the other day... found no fun...no thrills ... no...just something was missing... stayed there for bout an hour and left.. went to this sakae bar instead for a few drinks and chilled out the rest of the night there... I seriously think it's a sign of maturity... Its scary to think like in no time i'd probably be sitting at home with a beer belly , beer cans all over the floor , unshaved, smelly fucking couch potatoe watching tv all day ... i only wanna do that when i'm 30!!


On the way back something inside me made me make a right turn from the exit from the CTE instead of the usual straight road down avenue 1.. then Kim told me later that there was a ROAD BLOCK down that stretch...PHEW... and i've learnt another lesson on drunk driving... if you drink ...follow your gut feeling... hahahha... signing off now..i'll go try to revive the spark in me and hope i'll have the feel for clubbing again by wednesday...

Would You....

If i were to fall , would you catch me?
If i were to die right now , would you miss me?
If i were to call your name , would you ignore?
If i were to swear to you , would you swear you love me more?
If i were to cry right now , would you wipe my tears?
If i was too afraid , would you ease my fears?
If i were to say i love you , would you turn and walk away?
If i were to go down on my knees and beg , would you stay?
If i were to fall asleep , would i wake up next to you?
If i were to give my heart , would you give yours too?
If i were to hold your hand , would you be reluctant to?
If i were to smell your hair , would that be okay with you?
If i were to hug you tight , would you push me away?
If i were to kiss you now , would it be okay?
If i were to give you my all , would you give your best?
If i ask you to marry me.... would you say yes?

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Start the engine and go on without me
Don't turn around , It'll be too hard for me
Smile for me and cry your last tear
Forget me now and let a new chapter appear
A chapter in your life without me by your side
I won't blame you for my sleepless nights
Go on and hate me if it helps in any way
Let the fading image in your side mirror be the last you'll see of me

Trick or Treat...

OK... i didn't celebrate halloween after all ... had no costume and besides that i was in no mood for crowds... i spent the whole weekend drinking..and believe it or not..its monday and i still have a slight hangover... drank too much.. way too much... fucking hell..MAN UTD lost..again... a downfall of an empire... okok...PAU..i'm sorry for making fun of you... promise next time...i'll do it behind your back..hahaha...some people just so over sensitive... a start of a new week...its monday...AH!!!!!!!!! hate mondays...