WHAT THE FUCK..

the title pretty much describes life these few weeks... shit... first i'll start with the summons i got...25 for parking outside a lot...three 8 dollar fines for parking without coupons... and just nice ..today my dad called and told me i got a 70 dollar fine for crossing the ERP gantry 20 minutes too early...argh...shit la... so much money down the drain... and i earn really too little ... too little to support myself... i'll just eat shit and die now... fucked up la... i'm gonna die now... i really have not enough to live anymore.... die die die... i need more cash ....please can someone give me more money please... i'm dying here.... ok...anyway ... everything is fine besides money problem... love is a wonderful thing... Joanna is the best thing thats ever happened to me... Milk is also getting cuter by the day...but the bloody idiot is very defient... keeps peeing everywhere....but he's still the cutest la... now ian francis low must go find another job...a second job...joanna keeps reminding me how tiring thats gonna be but anyhow...i need the money... money makes the world go round... and right now my world is like spinning below the legal speed limit... too fucking broke... i dunno how many times i got to stress that... ok... everything else aside... tattooing is not really bringing in the big bucks at the moment... so i think that tattooing will be pretty much of an interest ...a sideline thing rather than a full time job... gotta take a reality check... ironically ...i still wanna be a superstar singer or whatever.... i want fame... i know ..sounds lame...but come on... everyones got dreams right... how nice would that be... ok....nothing much left to type now...but anyway... i will be striving in the meantime for the at-least-5k-a-month dream... OUT!