2005

A start of a new year... damn didn't get a bloody chance to celebrate it... the stupid ian francis low decided to down too many beers in the afternoon on new years eve and fucking slept through to the new year... fucking stupid... same thing for christmas...got drunk also... shit...but what the hell ... can't turn back time can i ... lesson learnt...damn... i feel like a beer now... dammit... its becoming an addiction... AHHH!!!!

jackass inspired stunts in camp are really fun... fucking dangerous..but fucking fun... and we got alot of people into it... its the only fun we've got in this hellhold ... if only i can post the videos.. i'll try... maybe MTV will offer us jobs... *Dreaming ...AGAIN!!!*

i don't know what to do with this life... i'm having fun and all but i just feel like there's alot of wasted time in my life... its either mahjong , getting wasted , tattooing or jamming on my guitar...i'm fucking sure that... "THERE'S MORE TO LIFE THAN THIS!!!" Anyway.. i'm heading to aceh for the relieve effort thingy... gonna do a good deed for once...souveniers anyone??.. a decomposed corpse or two??? I feel like a beer... shit... there i go again... ah!!! somebody help... so little money... so much beer...
so now i sign off... hope i don't catch any fatal disease when i'm at indonesia... take care all