Suicidal

Give me a gun so that i can blow my fucking head off;
i've had enough, will the whole world please just fuck off;
leave me alone , i've heard enough talk;
come any closer and my blood will be on the sidewalk;
stop looking at me, what?!you've never seen a guy up so high;
fuck you all! fuck off !just let me die;
i can't stand this world , i can't stand this life;
hmmmm ... imagine the wonders i could do with a knife;
Hey! i told you not to come any closer;
wait! can i have that gun in your holster;
what i'm gonna do will be more good than harm;
i don't care if i'm only 21;
the years that i've wasted soul searching;
can't compare to the pain that i'm feeling;
i might be crazy , i'm not mentally sound;
stop trying,SHUT UP! nothing you can do could make me come down;
the wind in my face,this feels so right;
look at the moon, what a lovely night;
a lovely night to see my guts all over the floor;
same time tomorrow i'll be in a morgue;