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reality... was lost... but now i'm seeing things more clearly... now that annabelle's out of the picture... i'm actually happier... i'm not in denial... its cos now i can live my life... have fun ... and its the end all the worrying and insecurities... i thought God was punishing me...but then i realised it was a blessing in disguise... and God also blessed me with friends who were there for me all the way... so i decided to post a letter of appreciation to all those beautiful people...

KIM LOW- thanks for keeping the truth from me and making me learn the hard way...knowing myself ... there's no other way that i learn... love you bitch

CELINE-Oh my god... i really dunno how to thank you.. you were there for me all the time and yet i took you for granted.. but you still never gave up hope.. you were always two steps behind and ready to catch me when i fall.....and a week ago... i fell...well...and you were there to catch me and help me back on to my feet... even after all those times i was such an asshole... even after all those times i hurt you... you were still there... i realised how special you are to me... i mean you even helped me when it hurt you so much... i'm so sorry...i really am... thanks for telling me the truth , thanks for everything.... if not for you i'd be still living a lie with that sleazy two timing slut ... thanks...

SHIKIN-Joint best friend ... you are the best... i can't really say that you were the nicest in helping me... you practically pried open my eyes so that i would see the truth... i never thought i'd say this but you were right all along... sorry for ever doubting you and being such a stubborn little bastard... thanks for the scolding and i'm sorry bout evey comment i made bout your relationship... what would i do without you... i never thought i'd say this too...but..i love you... thanks....

SUJATA-Joint best friend... what can i say.. you were there almost everyday on MSN to hear me out... helped me get her number when i was in paranoid mode... and the advice you gave.. and the times you were there for me... Shikin was always the hot headed one but you were the total opposite... sweet as hell but you delivered your point .... what would i do without you too.... i love you too... ( don't worry..i'm not on drugs )

VERN-mei...thanks for letting me pour out my feeling to you.... and thanks for the advice... guess you were the only one who was supportive with whatever my choices were ... you the bestest... for all the wrong doings in my life...there's one thing that i got right...and that's knowing you..love you mei

PAU-thanks for letting make fun of you... hahaha... hope you don't take anything i said to heart... BANG-GA-LEE ONE SO LONG......

ANNABELLE- thanks for letting me feel something that i've never felt in a long time.... HATE...

When the chicken learns to swim... the water will be contaminated with bird flu and all the fishes will die.... @---->----- R.I.P. Christopher Reeves